tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525138882974873886.post8544256302667385684..comments2019-11-19T13:06:50.076-05:00Comments on On Flunking Applied Biology 101: I’m starting to wonder if I want this at all.The Reproductively Challengedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13043963882815640546noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525138882974873886.post-38219227386100169262008-01-19T12:33:00.000-05:002008-01-19T12:33:00.000-05:00It's such a tough question...and one that so few h...It's such a tough question...and one that so few have ever considered at its core. The Sisyphusian experience of IF can flatten even the best of us and not because we're not doing our best to stay strong. I'm glad to have found your blog and your voice. Will add you to my reading list. Best, PJPamela T.https://www.blogger.com/profile/11474998003921896431noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525138882974873886.post-85266488088682020552008-01-16T19:50:00.000-05:002008-01-16T19:50:00.000-05:00Oh my gosh, you have so read my mind. I was talki...Oh my gosh, you have so read my mind. I was talking about this with friends the other day. IF has totally defined my life. If it stops where will I be. <BR/><BR/>HUGS to you! You are totally normal for feeling this way.Sunnyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14570018200281339937noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525138882974873886.post-25800494578864401172008-01-16T17:02:00.000-05:002008-01-16T17:02:00.000-05:00It's like reading my own journal. I called it lime...It's like reading my own journal. I called it limestone coating that I was building to protect my heart. I think what you are going through is just that. What you are going through. You've wanted this for four years. Yes you still want it but this new doubt, I feel, is another way to protect yourself from pain. Again, totally normal. I went five years. Now we are adopting internationally and starting fostering classes. I'm still on rocky ground but yeah, you realize maybe it's not being pregnant so much as being a parent. Hope you find what you are searching for.<BR/>kind wishes,<BR/>pugmamaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com