tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525138882974873886.post6091456836807321704..comments2019-11-19T13:06:50.076-05:00Comments on On Flunking Applied Biology 101: Baby's first...The Reproductively Challengedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13043963882815640546noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525138882974873886.post-71846399231229802832007-12-28T19:26:00.000-05:002007-12-28T19:26:00.000-05:00It totally sneaks up on me. I rarely think about ...It totally sneaks up on me. I rarely think about the 1sts but when I do it is like the rug pulled right out of me. <BR/><BR/>HUGS!Sunnyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14570018200281339937noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525138882974873886.post-89025312213550672952007-12-28T17:02:00.000-05:002007-12-28T17:02:00.000-05:00Gonna chime in and nor be helpful at all lol. It d...Gonna chime in and nor be helpful at all lol. <BR/><BR/>It does change to second, third, fourth ect but as the time passes it hurts less. I was thinking that this would have been one babies 9th Christmas the other day ones 1st and I should be cooking one in utero. While the thought was depressing in the way all such thoughts are I found I am not grieving the 9th Christmas the way I did/do the first few. <BR/><BR/>It is a knowledge that grows to be part of you rather than an outside force that weighs you down. <BR/><BR/>It takes time but your losses eventually assimilate into you and become part of your whole.<BR/><BR/>Wishing you a happy and uneventful pregnancy in 2008 and that you will have a few first in 2009.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com